Good morning everyone.!
Havent posted in ages...
I missed the bus so my mom said I should just stay home. This is great! Now, I can stay home and eat the whole kitchen. ): I havent been able to hold a fast in so long. I usa to be able to fast for 2 weeks with no problem. I feel like a fat whale when I cant fast. I just binge/purge. I need to lose weight over x-msa break so I can go back to school thin. Last x-mas break I lost lots of weight in a short period of time. I can do it again.! I really hate feeling huge. And it suckks not knowing how much I weigh. I'll ask for a scale for x-mas.lol. :P
well, so far today I had 1/2 cup of orange juice.
I think for lunch i'll skip and just start the fast5 diet/eating plan.
I also want to try this salt water diet thing but I dont have enough info on it. Do you guys know what I'm talking about?
I need to go jogging. I noticed that when I jog I lose twice as much weight and I'm not so depressed. And I'll just exercise more and the I'll lose so much weight.
I'm reallly nervous because later on my older sister is taking me to her boxing practice to meet this guy. I have a bf but she keeps insisting because I guess the guy thinks I'm pretty( im not pretty). I dont want him to see me and be disappointed and think I'm fat. ):
hope you guys have a greatt day! (:
Stay Strong.! xD
